I’m feeling a little overwhelmed today hence I thought I might want to keep this feeling in a written form so I can read it back later on. Yesterday was my first day in hospital as a new houseman. But we’re not supposed to do any HO job yet as the first week is just basically orientation to hospital system. Plus, we haven’t gotten our respective postings yet. Anyhow, I’m feeling excited for the job but the dominant feeling is of course scared (and I-don’t-know-what-to-expect feeling). I really really hope I can cope well with the job and perform the best I can to complete the HO training in exact 2 years time inshaAllah.

There’s also another thing that happened that made me feel so relieved and also a little overwhelmed. I was previously constantly worried and reminded of that one (sad) event in my life that had to do with that one friend of mine. I honestly didn’t know what to expect (& honestly all I wanted was a closure) from everything that happened in the past between us. But, I’m glad that God met us again and we finally cleared up things (it wasn’t as simple as how it’s being said, but afterall for both of us, things are going okay now). I don’t know why I feel a little terharu for all these but I’m just glad of how God planned everything in a beautiful way. So, no more unwelcomed reminders of the bad memories hopefully!

Please pray for the smoothness of my HOship training! ☺️

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